Your gut feeling that receiving half dozen squirts of warm semen on your face is gross and degrading is not so strange.
But, I’m not sure what kind of help you are seeking. My opinion is that any sex act that requires immediate body washing and temporary blindness should be taken seriously and exercised judiciously. Here and there, I think it can be a lovely denouement to a powerful session of sex play. But using your face as a day in and day out hockey net for his puck shot? I don’t think so. There’s a line between wanting to satisfy your man’s visual cravings and taking a face full of wang sauce regularly – not a fine line, but a thick-ass line.
Remember, under open communication and a safe framework exploring “give and take”, S&M, “degrading” acts, etc, can be fine. But if your secretly absorbing shame while absorbing these facials I’d stop it. Besides, there are far less jarring ways to exfoliate and nourish the skin.Â